Surviving

Most days I just feel like I am just doing my best to survive through that day. Which means eating whatever and doing whatever is not going to make me throw up or feel like death. Which basically makes me feel like I am doing terrible job of being pregnant.

For example I literally cannot take my pre-natal vitamins or even talk about them without throwing up. So baby is definitely not getting any nutrients there. My doctor said it was ok but it still stresses me out. I'm 11 weeks and 5 days and I haven't taken a single picture of my belly. I started knitting a blanket a month ago and have yet to finish. I don't even know if the blanket will be big enough. Then to top it all off I've been trying to cook more so I can do motherly things when baby comes. So my kids will be like Oh mom please make your _____ for dinner we just love it.

Like last night I found a recipe for overnight oatmeal that promised to make my house smell like fall. It was just a pile of moosh in the morning and I'm going to have to throw the whole thing out. And guess what my house does not smell like fall.

The only pictures I ever take are of me in some outfit for A Fancy Day.

Anyways I basically just want to stop feeling sick, most nights I just cry myself to sleep it's wonderful and pray that Heavenly Father will make me stronger cause I just feel like a big baby.

On a happier more positive note. 

I have gotten baby 5 onesies, a hat, 108 newborn diapers, plus another small pack. (I hear that will last maybe 15 days) A book, and half a knitted blanket.

I've also picked out a crib but we are waiting to get that, and I've picked out a diaper bag. But it's $350 so if anyone feels like writing a check go ahead. Cause I'm just going to have to pick out a new one.

In non baby world, I am LOVING my watercolor class so much! I wish it was the only class I was taking. I'm not too bad at it so far, which is so exciting. I'm trying really hard to practice and do a good job with this. I would love to be able to watercolor for fun you know as a hobby.

A Fancy Day is almost back up to running on a normal schedule. I made a meal plan this week and we are sticking to it and our budget. I vacuumed the entire living room with the help of David moving all the furniture so I could vacuum every corner.

And on a really happy note, I am so extremely excited for fall this year!! I seriously can't wait for the pumpkin patch, straw mazes ( I want to go to every single one) hot chocolate, Halloween parties, thanksgiving, pumpkin pie, boots, scarves, big knitted sweaters. Obviously I'm super excited!!

Alright that's all. Here's to a better day full of fall delights.